everlast ☯ Twitter ☯ ☯ Instagram ☯ ☯ Dayre ☯ ☯ Ask.fm ☯ ☯ Nicolette ☯ August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 February 2012 March 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 January 2013 February 2013 March 2013 April 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 August 2013 September 2013 October 2013 November 2013 December 2013 January 2014 February 2014 March 2014 April 2014 May 2014 June 2014 July 2014 August 2014 September 2014 October 2014 November 2014 January 2015 April 2015	Friday, September 12, 2014 fk backsliding and losing control of everything again haha yanni you are so weak too different peng you haha idk what is going on why does it seem so different now Tuesday, September 2, 2014 joke i am see outside but you can't see in my words don't penetrate the skin nothing will ever seem to get through walk past your problems and your fears the ones you love are left in tears nothing will ever seem to phase you - haha actually let you into my mind and stripped any exterior of mine i try so hard to maintain, only to be called ungrateful/stubborn/stupid/insufficient. i felt like a child whose parents mixed christmas and april fools' up. or maybe approximately ten times worse. maybe it was more benevolence than friendship. possibly why i don't ask and i don't tell. never again haha i sound like a whiny pre-pubescent bitch. - nowhere to hide, and nowhere to run to when nobody listens i'm just a liar that's tired of trying i'll pick myself apart cause i couldn't care at all