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Friday, March 21, 2014
one set of sevens



day one

breakfast ;-;

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it has been a week since the start and i swear i am going to turn into a poached egg (with an english muffin top soon) (lolololololol). can't handle the deep fried stuff and heavy carbs etc. yet ;-; (although chocolate has been a daily thing hehe yey plus one). i have been constantly body-checking, especially my legs and legitimately lost it last night when i saw that they are bigger than ever before. go on, take a stab at what i was planning to do at that point for the next few days/weeks/months/years (again). sososososososo triggering, body checks were sent from a worse hell than i was sent from. water retention should really just fuck off because 1. it hurts 2. deceiving additional inches + weight. anyway, thankful for my parents that night (and actually always) because if not for them i would've let the disorder win and wasted the week's worth of effort. which would be just... wtf...

also it was international happy day or something so after that whole hoo-ha relapse triggering episode i went to eat a copious amount of peanut butter (yes, from the jar) even though i don't really like peanut butter and it has around ten million calories; because a. calories b. cause i felt like it c. cause i can. felt so good for awhile before the thoughts transitioned back to why the fuck did you do that pui pui?!!?!??!???!? the constant transitioning of thoughts is so fucking discouraging and just ugh no fun.

but yah everyone has been so so so supportive and encouraging and i cannot let anyone down anymore. trust me, you have no idea how tormenting it is to watch your parents cry because they are so afraid that their only daughter would die at any given moment.






also it hurts even to just walk fuck u water retention i just want to sleep