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everlast

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Monday, March 10, 2014

deal or no deal

i am at my wit's end

everyone else is at their wit's end

never found answers for questions that i have asked so many times, like: how do i get out of this? how do i make it stop? can he help? can she help? will this ever end? etc. and i am honestly prepared to say that this vessel has run out of steam. this vessel is lost out at sea (not referring to the malaysia airlines plane that went missing btw lololololololololol such unfunny). this vessel is only moving in one direction and that is down. this vessel is calling mayday. but i would also like to believe that this vessel has endured such violent weather, more violent than i would ever have imagined. and so when this vessel hits the ocean floor, it might not have found answers to its questions; but well i guess at least it found an end-point.

compromise, right?

give and take, you win some you lose some.

ok so as of now the situation is vaguely, or maybe accurately like this: say i'm stuck on the peak of mount everest or any mountain you prefer, and #fromwhereistand (lol geddit social media thingamajig lol) all i can do is jump but um this metaphor analogy thing isn't working out very well so basically the situation currently is kind of like aron ralston's situation featured in 127 hours except there is no cutting off of an arm to be done here... more or less getting into a dead-end where it's do or die.

bottom-line is: fuck it or get fucked

///

btw the b/p is back but on a bigger scale this time and i should just go fuck (kill) myself ;-;


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