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Monday, March 31, 2014

333

when you asked me if i'm tired, here's what i wanted to say:

i am

i am tired of recovery

i am tired of being conscious all the time again

i am tired of having to force myself to finish my meals

i am tired of having to put up with the effects of re-feeding

i am tired of having to eat more than three meals or even two meals a day

i am tired of missing what i was like

i am tired of being afraid of how i will be like

i am tired of thinking of possible comments when it's time to return to ngee ann

i am fucking shag